I was seventy years old.
I had just come home from the funeral of my wife, Lucia — my wife of forty-three years.
Downstairs, our estate in Greenwich, Connecticut was full of relatives, business partners, and people I barely recognized.
They balanced coffee cups and little plates of catered food.
The whole house smelled like lilies and someone else’s perfume.
I couldn’t listen to one more rehearsed condolence.
So I locked myself in our bedroom.
Lucia was always a modest woman.